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04 June 2009 @ 07:27 pm
Introducing Myself.  
Good Evening Everyone,

So here is a hopefully short introduction of myself. My name is Sera and I am a 25 year old cisgender pansexual female. I have known my partner and love for 8 years now, and since the first time I spoke to him I knew somewhere in myself that he was the person I was meant to be with. We met online, not by searching or by some dating service, but rather in a normal chat room of common interests. The more we spoke of general things and the more we got to know eachother the more we knew that our relationship was much more than just a friendship. Without prior intentions, we found ourselves liking eachother much more than common aquaintences.

Through the years I understood him to be a bio-male and at such a young age that we were when we met, we were still on great roads to self discovery. I wasn't aware when we first met that I was pansexual nor was he aware that he was a Transgender. Years went by, and sometimes we found ourselves parting ways but always finding eachother again. He was scared of the inadequacy he felt daily, of not being who he truly was, and I well, sat waiting for him to discover it.

November of 2008 the truth came out, he explained to me (after I began to give my long over due suspicions, and after he discovered who he truly was) that he was a FTM. He explained to me that the only reason he let it go on for so long was because he was so afraid of loosing me. But he didn't want to keep that cloud over us anymore. He had every expectance of me turning from him then and going my own way. Its still a shock to him that I didn't. I still stand fully by him, supporting him, and some how was not surprised to hear the truth at all, it was just a giant load off both our shoulders. I also understand why he did what he did, and the fears that he might have had, all I did was smile instead of getting mad. I think at the right time, truths come out, because in younger years, we may not have understood properly and as openly. But I love him now as much as I loved him then.

We met for the first time May 21st, 2009 in Boston. It was such a marvelous time, finally getting to know the true him. We have only grown closer. So now is our struggle, to try and live with eachother. See, he lives in USA and I live in Canada so immigrating is quite a journey. I can't wait for the time I can live with him, happily ever after. And I look forward to being there for every transition he goes through.
velvetmonarch on June 10th, 2009 10:37 pm (UTC)
Thank you all for your warm welcomes.